Terminated

Ha, as I sat here tonight writing in my journal with my red ''Harris'' logo pen I am once again reminded of just how quickly life situations can change. And seemingly tumble totally downwards. In a matter of a mere day, all plans and ideas can (and WILL) be flipped all around. Leaving you to sit and wonder, what the heck just happened?

I didn't think that when I woke up for work this morning that it would be my last morning to take that drive and walk through the doors there. But it was. It was just another Monday morning. Although maybe a bit better than average Monday just to be anticipating the long Memorial day weekend ahead. Well it will be extra long for me it would turn out.

I am simply left now with the feeling of worry tinged with fear. I worry about being able to take care of my family. So many thoughts race through my mind.What if I don't get unemployment?What about rent,electric,etc,etc.....How will I put food on the table with no income coming into this household? Guess I will be applying for any and all aide that I think I may be eligible for.

I try so hard to stay positive but at times it can be difficult.Especially with so much responsibility on my shoulders. So many depending on ME...What ever will I do? I am scared